我20了。

昨夜，去吃海鲜，比北栈好吃，去看了2012，看着看着就20了，用了一段时间会讯息，去了McD，吹了蜡烛，许了愿望。谢谢那两件式的贴身衣物，谢谢那个烧包，谢谢那个蛋糕，谢谢大家，谢谢每一个，每一样事物。我很快乐。
* 少了璇，有点不太对劲，你要快乐。

世界和平，我无能为力，看了2012，我更知道我这个凡人就算活到最后也会因为没钱输给那些有权有势的，因为基因不够特出输给那些稀有品种，最后死在另一个重生世界的门外。所以还是让我先死吧，末日未到来前就这样死去吧，因为末日那天死在排山倒海而来的建筑中，或水中，或爆发的火山，都很痛，我也不忍看身边的人就这样死去，也不想因为担心明天之前就要隔绝而难过，我没有当英雄的命，也讨厌根死神斗，所以我要很自私的先去天堂霸好位，我不过尊从上帝的旨意。所以我没有把愿望浪费在这所谓的世界和平。

是的，2009/11/16，我20了。我对明天没有要求，只希望愿望都能达成。

很多人的存在让人莫名地生气，害我产生怨气，我无可奈何。。
很多人的一生都很死北幸运，让我很妒嫉，我无可奈何。。。

很多事的发生都很不顺，让我很不爽，我无可奈何。。
很多事情发展超过所想象，我只好继续我行我素，我无可奈何。。

我在深思如何缩小那些是是非非，但心里就是放不下，我无可奈何。。
我在深思怎样不去在乎那些所谓的无所谓，但还是不能就这样算了，我无可奈何。。。

我无可奈何，因为，原来我是天蝎座。

!@#$%^&*()

I hate this sem, nothing seems right from the start, every step=mistake.
Really suck.
Studying already torturing me like hell, yesterday BANKING test driving me !@#$%^&....

Now even those idiot housemates are irritating, ridiculous.
Why I always meet such damn housemate.

Damn wanting heater, thn pls install yourself , our kindness for offering a share is such a stupid act, accuse us cheating somemore, if there is fraud, IXORA shall be the one liable. F**k. Don't want pay, thn don't use la.

But then ur faces jz being so thick,keep using, u should join our national defence, ur faces jz thick enough against any weapons, I endure cos I sympathize u, but thn u jz seem so arrogant, thought we are little sheep, TMD, sorry i really no in a good mood this moment, and I m pretty sure it is going to continue until u all disappear.

PLS KEEP THE LIVING CLEAN AND HYGIENIC & KINDLY USE UR OWN PROPERTY

THANKS for stating this down, I m sure this thn could REMIND YOU everyday.

I am 100% sure nvr ever use any of ur thing, but thn i do doubt YOU might.
I din deny sometime we make the living room a bit messy, but thn so what, we pay management fee, cleaning is done every week, if u still feel "not hygiene", I suggest you to make a complaint to IXORA management regarding their cleaning service. And I was thinking maybe washed water drops from ur clothes contibute negatively to the hygiene of living room as well. Hanging your clothes all around the living room is really making it such a mess.

Tht basin, putting bowls and plates inside is not making it dirty, we like to let them till nxt day, we wash them only whn we want, DAMN u putting them in that one freaking shit basin. Can't u jz put them back after all.
But thn i wash tht Basin TWICE, have u ever? Jz in case u did, u had done such a bad job.
SO PLEASE DON'T EVEN TOUCH MY PROPERTY. I have my stlye in doing anything, even if u dislike . PLEASE DONT ever arrange my property again. I put it here and there as I wish. NEED NOT to please you.凸==凸

LASTLY as u wrote, pls keep the hygiene of toilet. Remind urselves la. I heard someone use other's shower span, this is reli 'hygienic'. SUCKs.

I m going to be moodless this whole sem, every single common thing annoyed me ezly even I did wrong. BLEK.

P/S: sorry for putting some 'emotional' words. Study shows those words release ur anger, frustration, pain and negative mood. And IT IS TRUE. BRIGHT MOOD ")

------THIS ENGLISH VERSION SPECIALLY DEDICATED TO THOSE CAN'T READ CHINESE i.e. G***E-----------------

失落沙洲

詞曲:徐佳瑩

又來到這個港口 沒有原因的拘留

我的心乘著斑駁的輕舟

尋找失落的沙洲

隨 時間的海浪漂流

我用力張開雙手

擁抱那麼多起起落落

想念的還是你望著我的眼波

我不是一定要你回來

只是當又一個人看海

回頭才發現你不在

留下我迂迴的徘徊

我不是一定要你回來

只是當又把回憶翻開

除了你之外的空白

還有誰能來教我愛

又回到這個盡頭

我也想再往前走

只是愈看見海闊天空

愈遺憾沒有你分享我的感動

我不是一定要你回來

只是當又一個人看海

疲憊的身影不是我

不是你想看見的我

我不是一定要你回來

只是當獨自走入人海

除了你之外的依賴

還有誰能叫我勇敢

除了你之外的空白

還有誰能來教我愛

*最近喜欢的歌。

Perdana Global Peace International Conference, Tribunal & Exhibition "Expose War Crimes - Criminalise War"

在PWTC, 随团参加了，当volunteer，很不错，包吃包住，住Legend Hotel，有allowance，还有不间断的茶点，虽然不好吃，provide 的lunch也很难令我有什么胃口，最后一天还有个特别的茶点 , 算意外收获。不错的体验，只是高跟鞋好像是发明来惩罚的。


最后回来，病了。

老秋漂走了

忽然想起还没写老秋。
老秋忽然不在这间家，有点静静的，突然很怀念她的呼呼，她的成名曲，很想去她房间滚来滚去。也很想念她的小熊。不过她很快会回来看看我们。所以我们还是不需要太刻意地去想念她。哈。

这次我写了不少，应该够顶一段时间了，所以我又会回到懒人本性，继续生活。
成绩快出了。又要来来回回了，开始上课了。很赶很赶。